7.27.2007

JUDGMENT WEEK/emo night

i don't know where to start. Well.. Okay. Judgment Week this week. until Sunday only.

Basically, it's about deciding to continue liking or not. Who? If you're reading this, and you're my classmate or friend, YOU'D PROBABLY KNOW WHO I'm talking about. Yup. He's the one I'm talking about.. whhaaat?? I'm SO EMOOO. Rarrr. eto ang epekto niya sakin eh. KELAN PAKO NAGING EMOO?! Just lately, right?
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ANYWAY.
Going back to what I was saying. so JudgmentWeek to-week. and i've kinda made up my mind. but it's really hard. 'cause something's stopping me from choosing this decision, but a BIGGER something's making me choose it. WOAAHH. ang labo. so labo like the water in pasig river. .

First of all, like what Joudaddy said, SHOW IT, don't tell. right?? :|:| i mean, i don't feel the things that are said. obviously, it can't be shown.. but still.. gets? parang ung mga ganun pede namang iparamdam diba? BUT NO.
Second, I just checked the friendster account.. and WOAH. I wasn't expecting to see what i saw. deymn. badtrip like hell. LIKE WOAH. and joyce's says that that's loyal.. DEFINE LOYAL for me. 'Cause for me, it's something really serious and big. and when i say SERIOUS, i mean it. cause it's a word i don't use all the time.
Third, I heard what my trustworthy friends had to say, and i guess, they have a point.. ]

Lastly,
I'm kinda tired of waiting..tired of new beginnings.. and tired of giving another chance again. and tired of hearing the same old things that have been said but never done.

BUT I STILL DON'T KNOW.
I COULD GIVE A LOT OF REASONS FOR STOPPING,
BUT A LOT MORE FOR CONTINUING.

made by: moi at 9:46 PM