12.03.2006
argh. i'm bored, but i have so many things to do. do you get it? i don't either. it's like, i want to do something fun, but i can't think of any, and then i start doing something boring. grr. what shall i do?? (except for my homework)...??
ohyeah. i saw my older posts, and my entries last summer were like almost about me, melsi and mia hanging out somewhere. awww. i miss them already. it's really hard, cause 40% of moira wants to see them again, and chill somewhere like the 'old days', which is impossible because of melsi's mom.as usual... the other 60% well, i don't know, there's something stopping me from wanting to see them again. i don't know if it's the memories coming back, the problems that we faced or the fact that we might not really see each other again. or maybe just plain anger and hatred. the feeling of being betrayed. i don't know the truth behind it yet, but what she did was unforgivable.
but anyway, that's the past now. what's important is the future. which will be affected by the present. so now, i just have to take care of what i will do. and what i am doing.
nothing can change what i'm feeling now. :P
made by: moi at 12:32 PM