11.21.2006

confusion causes dismay, dismay causes sadness, sadness results to a lonely life.

i believe that i should make up my mind now.

but its not that easy or fast.

my decisions may affect my life in the future, and i dont wanna regret what ill do.

but if i keep this going, i might hurt my friend, and i dont wanna do that, cause. that person is my friend.

a complicated life is just so. annoying.

well. its life.

besides. it would be boring if we didnt have problems.

but then again, having and trying to solve these problems is hard and disappointing.